Doubtfull - some of the realities we faced when we left the org are hurtful, but the blessings often far outweigh what initially hurt us. I wish you and yours greater contentment in your new life.
"A friend [when you are] in need, is a friend indeed!"
A J.W. when in need, becomes a troublesome liability - one to be avoided at all costs.
In every congregation I've attended, it was the same scenario.
So much for the hallmark of true Christians! (John 13:35)